Only Two Weeks to Go then NO SCHOOL! :(

I am feeling very conflicted! I have only two weeks of school left to go!I am holidaying after that but the time has flown, the pace of life is so busy and after being so tired my eyes are falling out of my head, i'm not sure that i want to leave! Obviously i want to come home and see everyone, see the new apartment and be in a climate that isn't smoggy, but i am feeling like maybe i want to stay. Maybe everyone should just move over here. I don't know!!!! I know it will get harder for me the closer it comes to going home, and even more so when mum and pat are here, because then i will only need the rest of my family over here and i'd be right! god its funny the way people's minds work isn't it? why do i want to stay? i can't even work if i stay here! its crazy crazy crazy! Maybe its just that i'm comfortable here again! missing everyone and i'll write again soon. 

p.s go to the album and see my monster!